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I could do a whole rant-ish entry about the things on my mind right now, but I don't feel like being coherent. So you get these surveys I stole from various places. Joy :P XDXD


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a n g e r section.
do you have a quick temper?: Yes ^^;
what do you do when you're mad?: Usually try to control myself in the situation, and then go and listen to music to cool down
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Put a crack in a wall by shoving someone into it ^^;... Or broken a mirror by punching it... I broke a window once too, but in my defense it was old glass...
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: I woulda still done it. Better to get it out than bottle it up...
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Once or twice.
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: Yeah.
do you curse when you're mad?: Yeah XD

c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?: Uhmm...
ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yeah.
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: *nods*
ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yeah..
do you cry when you get an injury?: Nope. Usually when I hurt myself, or when I'm bleeding from an injury anyway, I'm like "Ooh cool, blood" XD
do certain songs make you cry? which ones?: *coughs and looks away*
can you make yourself cry?: Probably...

p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: I'm...not going to go into it...
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: Worst? Uhmm...
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: *shrugs*
ever had a painful break up?: Nope
What about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: Yep.
how depressed can you get?: Pretty damn depressed...
do you inflict pain on yourself?: I used to.

h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: I wouldn't call it happy, more like "content on the surface". More of a worrywort and a bit depressive underneath XD;
what can make you happy?: Lotsa things ^^
do you wish you were happier?: Meh.
what makes you the happiest?: A few things ;P
being happy overrated?: Sometimes, yeah xD;
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: Heck yeah ^^
can music make you happy?: Yep; often that's what I use music for ^^

l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: *looks away uneasily*
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: Not the same kind of love, but more of a "friendship" love is there.
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: That's how I feel about my closest of my close friends (You guys know who you are).
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: Nope.
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: *nods*
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you' to you?: Yeah.
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'I love you'?: Nope.

h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: Idiots.
ever made a hit list?: Mentally yeah XD
have you ever been on a hit list?: *shrugs*
are you a mean bully?: No, I'm more of a manipulator than a straight out bully ;P
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: Meh *shrug*
Do you hate George Bush?: *hiss*

s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: It comes and goes.
do you believe in yourself?: *shrugs*
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: Most of the time xD
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: Nope.
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: *blinks twice and glances up* Uhmm....*sweatdrop* Can't remember.
are you happy with who you are?: Parts of me.
do you wish you can be someone else?: Nope.

---

time started: 4:32 AM
full name: Candida Lynn Barrett
nickname(s): Ooh brother... Dida, CBIzumi, CB, CBI, Izumi-chan, Izz, Izzy, Kuna, Kudo, Kudo Bar, Odd, Roll-chan, Roll Soul, Ash, Pidgey, Pij/Pidge, Ceebzie, Ceeberus, Ceebz... The list goes on.
birthday: October 2nd.
where were you born: In a hospital :P
zodiac sign: Libra.
height: 5'9"
weight: ;P
hair color: Blondeish brown.
eye color: Blue.
shoe size: o.o Yaknow? I forgot.
ring size: *shrugs*
blood type: O. Negative or Positive, I don't remember ^^;;...
grade: Not in school right now.
GPA: N/A
siblings: Two sisters and a brother, all older than me.
tattoos: None...yet.
piercings: See above.
hobbies: Drawing, reading, video games.

Favorite:
color: Purple.
food: Oh brother, don't get me started XDXD
candy: Anything with peanut butter, or anything chewy.
type of cheese: Mozarella (sp? I'm pathetic XDXD)
pizza topping: Cheese, black olives, and mushrooms.
salad dressing: French.
sandwich: Tuna fish.
cereal: Different kinds :P
fruit: Watermelon.
vegetable: Cucumbers.
berry: Cherry tomatoes. What? They're technically a berry :P
cake: Different kinds.
book: Anything by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, or Terry Goodkind.
movie: The Nightmare Before Christmas.
magazine: Game Informer ranks up there.
newspaper: *shrugs*
tv show: Any number of anime ;P Oh, and "Mythbusters" ^^
website: *snerk*
radio station: Don't really listen to the radio much...
font: Verdana.
cartoon character: *shrugs*
artist (painter): Dali.
actor: *shrugs*
actress: See above.
cd: Any number of the ones I carry with me XD
song: It varies :P
music group: *shrug* Two-Mix?
music type: Varies.
day of the week: Thursday.
month: October.
season: Fall.
holiday: HALLOWEEN.
shampoo: *shrugs*
conditioner: None, really.
number: 13.
phrase: I have too many...
store: Gamestop.
weather: A light drizzle.
restaurant: *shrugs*
channel: Different ones :P xD
teacher: *shrugs*
weekend activity: Uhmm...
hangout: The mall, or the library.
house color: *shrugs*
sport to watch: Soccer, and anything in the winter Olympics and winter X Games.
sport to play: Swimming, and bowling.
animal: Bats.
flower: Lavender.
guy's name: Jake, and Evan (and at this moment I'm also inclined to say Conan XDXD).
girl's name: I don't really know xD;
board game: Clue.
party game: I have a few >)
story from childhood: Dunno...
body part: Eyes.

Have you ever:
been on a train: No.
been on a plane: No.
been in a car accident: Yes ^^;
caused a car accident: In a way...
run into a wall: Yes, many times XD
burned a potato chip: Yeah, with a lighter :P XD
almost burned the house down: Nope.
smoked: Once or twice every few months.
been drunk: Nope.
been high: Nuh-uh.
broken the law: Yeah.
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): No, but I've had a friend burn one for me.
kissed someone of the opposite sex: *nods*
kissed someone of the same sex: Not yet >)
frenched an animal: o__O; No.
made out: Nope.
had cyber sex: ;P
gotten engaged: Yeah.
had an online relationship: ;P
been rejected by a crush: *nod*
loved: Yeah.
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: When I was little, yeah xD
cried in public: A couple times.
cried over a movie: *blinks, and shrugs*
fallen asleep in a movie theater: Yeah XD
given someone a bath: ...Does a little kid I was babysitting count?
been to a boarding school: No.
been home-schooled: No, but I remember once wishing I was.
lost a valuable item: Yes.
bungee jumped: No.
skied: Nope.
met the president: Nope.
met a celebrity: Kinda...
gotten a cavity: Yeah ^^;
shopped at abercrombie & fitch: Hell no.
made a prank call: Yeah *smirk*
skipped school: *nods*
faked sick to get out of school: Once or twice *innocent look*
purchased something that you knew didn't fit: Nope.
climbed a tree: I have in the past.
fallen from a tree: I nearly have, once.
broken a bone: Nope.
sprained anything: Yes, several times.
passed out: Yep.
made yourself pass out: Not to my recollection...
been to disney world: Nope.
been to a theme park (not disney): Yeah, and I hated it too.
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): *nods*
made a model volcano (working model): Yeah XD
made a clover leaf with your tounge: Nope ^^;

Past:
what did you do yesterday: Went to the grocery store.
memory you miss the most: *blinks twice*
memory you want to forget: *coughs*
something you regretted after it was done: *looks around innocently*
song you heard: The last one I heard? "Hikari no Kaze to Roman" from Detective Conan.
cd you bought: The Lion King OST.
thing you said: "Okay".
time you cried: A couple nights ago, but in a positive way.
movie seen in a theater: o.o; I don't remember, it's been too long XD;
thing you ate: A cookie.
person who called: My nephew Cameron, who managed to spoil part of Jak III for me. Not that I care you understand ;P
nail polish shade worn: *shrugs* I don't wear the stuff XD;
time you showered: Earlier today.
person who complimented you: Pup.

At this moment:
what are you listening to: My Detective Conan CD, again XDXD
what are you wearing: A purple mesh shirt with a tanktop underneath, and "workout pants" that are black with white stripes up the side, and buttons up the legs.
what are you thinking: My mind is all over the place :P
what are you scared of most: A few things...
how many people are on your buddy list: 112, but most of those are old screennames I have yet to clear out XDXD.

Future:
occupation: Published artist.
marriage site: Cemetery.
honeymoon: China.
place to live: France.
kids: Two, maybe three.
car: Purple SUV or hybrid car.
what are you doing tomorrow: Waiting for my niece and nephew to actually get here XD
do you think george bush will be reelected: Nope. 'Sides, he's already on his second term, he can't be.
will there be a wwIII: *shrugs*
will politics ever be truthful: *sputtercough* XDXD
will humanity snuff itself out: Probably.
can the gov. be changed: *shrugs*

Friends:
---I decided to remove this section, because I don't like to favoritise when it comes to people. But hey, I'm a balance-loving person :P---

Do you believe in:
heaven: Not the conventional sort, but yes.
hell: See above.
angels: More or less.
devil: *shrugs*
god: I believe in a higher power...
buddha: See above.
aliens: Yeah.
ghosts: Yep.
spirit (soul): Yep.
soulmates: I believe in destined pairs, that's basically the same thing :P
reincarnation: Yep.
love at first sight: *nods*
karma: More or less, yeah.
love in general: Yeh.
luck: Sometimes.
yourself: Here and there :P

Crush
who and when was your first crush: *shrugs*
any now: *shrug*
a celebrity crush: *cough*
who do you want to be with right now: Guess ;P
whos number do you want: *shrugs*
who do you want to kiss: ;P
what is something you don't understand about the opposite sex: I'll let you know when I think of it ^^;...
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: I dunno...
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: Probably about 7?
first thing noticed about the opposite sex: Eyes.
what do you look for personality-wise: People I can get along with ;P
biggest turn on: Like I'm telling you XDXD
biggest turn off: Idiocy.
something thay wear that turns you on: Ripped/tattered/holey/meshy clothes.
something they wear that turns you off: Dirty clothes.
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: *shrugs*
the most romantic thing that has happened to you: Someone presenting a flower to me in the middle of the school cafeteria. It's the simple things like that that get me ^^
what do you wear on a coffee date: What I want ;P
is it right to flirt if you're taken: *shrug*
is cyber cheating: *shrug*
are eyes the passegeway to the soul: I believe so.
who would you like to take to the prom: The prom? Like you'd ever catch me dead there XDXD
do you want to hug somebody right now: *nods*
do you know what an aphrodisiac is: Yes *sly grin*

Describe:
mellow: Creamy white.
melancholy: Grey.
the perfect date: One I'll remember forever.
the perfect mate: *just smiles*
how m&m's are made: By a factory ;P
why manhole covers are round: A wizard did it.

One or the other:
coke/pepsi: Pepsi.
sprite/7-up: Sierra Mist ;P XD
boxers/briefs: Boxers, without a doubt XD
gold/silver: Silver.
vanilla/chocolate: Chocolate, but vanilla's good too ^^
flowers/candy: Depends on what the flower in question is, and what the candy in question is ;P
book/magazine: Books.
tv/radio: TV.
glass half empty/half full: *grabs the glass and drinks it down, and grins* Completely empty ;P XDXD
democrat/republican: Neither.
colored pencils/markers: Colored pencils.
coffee/tea: Depends.
sun/moon: Moon.
day/night: Night.
hot/cold: Cold.
dog/cat: Cat, although they can be pains in the butt ;P
button/zipper: Buttons.
cotton/feather pillow: Feather pillow.
blue/purple: Purrrrple...
plumber/trashman: *shrugs*
jeans/shorts: Jean shorts :P XD
long distance relationship/none: Long distance relationship.
matt/ben: Matt.
that 70's show/simpsons: The Simpsons.
kelso/eric: *shrugs*
donna/jackie: Meh...
bart/lisa: *'nother shrug*
romeo/juliet: Romeo.
romantic comedy/thriller: Romantic comedy.
nsync/bsb: BSB.
peanut butter/jelly: Peanut butter forever, baby! XD
waffles/pancakes: Waffles.
letter/email: Letters.
florida/california: California.
pizza/burgers: Pizza.
hat/visor: Hat.
football/rugby: Rugby.
iceskating/blading: Iceskating.
movie at home/in theater: Home.

First thing you think of when you hear:
yellow: Godawful color.
red lipstick: Lips.
socks: Ack X_X
cowtipping: Midnight activity.
moulin rouge: *snickerfit* ;P XD
greenland: The icy one.
iceland: The green one.
harry potter: Dorky glasses :P
red: Flowers.
blackberry: Mmm...
rose: Pink.
rooster: "BGAWK!"
taxes: "X_X"
bill clinton: *shrug*
whipped cream: I can think of a few things ;P...
george w. bush: *silence*
lollipops: Mmm ^^
dreams: Unique.
love: Hearts.
guys: ;P
south park: *makes choking gesture*
boy bands: Cheesy love songs ;P
pengiuns: How I can never say the name right XDXD
girls: Uhmm...*shrugs*
thong: Peh.
death: Release.
spoons: Sporks.
junk mail: FI-YAHHH! *blasts a flamethrower at a pile of it*
dairy: Milk.
panties: Satin.
your father: Patriarch figure.
pizza: Mmm...
britney spears: "X_X"
vitamin: *dismissive shrug*

Are you:
happy: Yeah, more or less.
sad: Somewhere deep in side.
religious: *starts laughing*
bitchy: I can be ;P
crazy: Always XD
messy: Yep ^^;
mad: Here and there.
slacker: Yeah XD;
nerd: I'm a d0rk :P
bookworm: *nods*
jock: Nope.
preppy: How dare you accuse me of that >P
selfish: Eh-heh ^^;;...
giving: Yep.
obsessive: Yes, always >D
violent: When my hackles are raised, yeah..
calm: To the point of being complacent sometimes.
peaceful: More or less.
mellow: Sometimes.
eccentric: *snickersnort* Yeah.
caring: Yep.
untrustworthy: *nervous laugh*
loyal: Yes.
patriotic: Not really...
perverted: *coughs and grins innocently*
colorful: Yeah.
artistic: HELL. YEAH. :D

Miscellanous:
what color is your jacket: Black.
do you shave: Yes.
where: Where I need to.
what color is your razor: White.
what size is your bed: Twin.
what color crayon would you be: Silver.
what are the last four digits of your phone number: 1407.
feelings on abortion: If they want to do it, they should have the freedom to.
how long does it take you to shower: 15 minutes from undress to redress.
what does your screenname mean: "PiegeDeLaTour" means "The Tower's Trap". "CBIzumi" is from my initials, my love of water, and the last name of my favorite Digimon character. And another one of my AIM names, which I'm not specifying, means "Hub Style" in French ;P
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: *twitch*
who so you trust the most: They know who.
is cussing a necessity in life: No, but I do it anyway XD
how about coffee: To me ;P XD
is the world screwed: Yep.
what something you can't live without: My music *huggles her CD wallet-thingie*
what time did you fall asleep: Around 9 PM ^^;;;
know what 69 means: >)
how about 143: I have an inkling ;P...
can you live without a microwave: No, because I can't cook XDXD
what do think about death: It's a release.
where and when do you want to be married: In a cemetery, and as for when.. When it feels right ;P ^^
do you want to drop out of school: *coughs and looks away uneasily*
why is the sky blue: Because someone said so XDXD
what is a good trait about yourself: My artistic side.
what do you always think about: Storylines for fanfics, RP's, and drawings (when applicable).
what is wrong with your school: Too many people.
what is right with your school: Uhmm...
how do you react to change: *hides under her desk with her head covered*
do you talk to yourself: *snickers* Yeah xD
what is your opinion on love: ;P
can you afford to lose weight: Yeah XD;
what color would you dye your hair: A dark shade of pink, like I had it once before.
best thing anyone's told you: Uhm... I'll let you know when I remember ^^;
what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot: *shrugs*
does being psycho appeal to you: *dark smirk*
if you wrote a book, what would it be about: *shrugs*
what would you change your name to: I have a few possibilities...
longest crush lasted how long: *shrugs*
time finished: 5:53 AM (I just added that question ;P)



All I will ever believe
Is the pounding of my heart, though
It doesn't answer questions
That's just the way it goes

All I will ever have faith in
Is the beating in my chest
It won't predict tomorrow
Or give me eternal rest



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Date: 2005-08-06 05:01 pm (UTC)
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