roll_soul: (This won't end well will it?)
So, it occurs to me that I'm depressed.

"But wait CB, I'm a semi-regular reader of your LJ and you talk about being depressed a lot!" Yes, this is true. Thing is, I usually know when I'm depressed. I'll usually have this little hate spiral going on, or a "Blerrr" sort of day.

This time, it didn't really seem a thing until a friend mentioned that I'd seemed down lately in an IM (which led her to draw a picture for me, so thanks luv <3 ). I'd replied with "I'm not down, I'm just tired" and left it at that, because aaaagh I am so tired, it just seems I can't get my energy up anymore.

Except... ever since then I've been thinking, and I've been looking around here. Truth is, I think I am depressed. I don't feel like doing a DAMN thing, the apartment is cluttered and I find I don't give a flying fuck, and I'm not taking care of myself at all.

So um, yeah. Depressed, I guess. The weird thing is, I didn't realize it like I usually do. Huh.


... This entry, by the way (or its tone anyway?), brought to you by reading too much Hyperbole and a Half in one sitting while putting off going out into the HEEEEAAAAT to do grown-up things. And wanting to use this icon.
roll_soul: (The Lan man)
HEY GUYS WHAT'S UP HAVEN'T UPDATED IN A WHILE


Let's see. RL has been pretty much the same-- go to work, hang out at home, die in the humid heat of a premature North Carolina summer, you know the same ol' same ol'. I did pick up the Sonic Mega Collection Plus a while back, and even after quite a bit of practice in the games, I'm happy to report my video game suckage extends to Sonic. XD


Ordered the EXE Official Complete Works, finally. I'm already bouncy for it to get here too; hopefully it'll be here early next week. And I've also been rereading the manga. Now if only I could find somewhere that's still up that has Battle Story scanslations. I never DID finish that one on Tanjou.


RP has been kinda slow lately; I've dropped down to one person ([livejournal.com profile] blackshadowsins) over at Ink City, and I'm still on hiatus at DDD; not to mention when I come BACK from hiatus I'm going to drop half my cast (which is only four, but whatever). Speaking of RP though, still hooked in Achaea. Four characters so far, one permanent. If you like MUDs check it out, this thing is addicting XD (And in the event someone reading this is already in Achaea, or going to be, my characters' names are Derxanei, Omineth, Deirenari, and Leganoss.)


In slightly dimmer news, I've decided to stop uploading to my DA account for a while. Mostly due to drawing not being fun anymore since I was concentrating too much on how many comments or faves they got (which was a dismal number in the first place) instead of doing it for the fun of it. So I'm still drawing, BUT. I might actually put some in my LJ here, since it's such a smaller crowd and I know they're all friends XD So, we'll see.


YEAH. I think that's all I got. Hopefully I can keep updating this regularly again.
roll_soul: (FATALITY)
ORZ that's two nights now I haven't been online, particularly when I'm supposed to be so I can accomplish things. Apologies all around to those who have been disappointed with my lack of appearance. Regular sleep schedules SUCK.


On the note of sleep however, apparently reading 6 volumes of FMA manga in one day will give me epic, if not dramatic, dreams. Hm.
roll_soul: (kdklsagjklagh)
I think it's been a month or so since I actually last read my LJ f-list. Not that... I actually comment anywhere, so it's not as if anyone but me would notice. But still, agh x_X


On a sidenote, I hate my subconscious sometimes. Mental purge is go.


Oh yeah. I've gotten into playing Achaea as of late. It's a pretty fun text-only MUD, which is slowly being spread like a virus through the other Marauders. Pup got me, we both got Onyx, he's getting LL... It's a sickness X3
roll_soul: (I don't even know anymore.)
Ah hell. My betta fish died earlier tonight, and yes that's the one I got a month or so ago. I mean, I'm no great shake at keeping things alive sometimes, but still. *sigh* He got sick from somewhere, and I think that's what got him in the end. Considering I've got a ton of betta supplies left over, I'm just going to try again.

RIP Wu. Though it was at the cost of your life, rest assured that Tomorrow doesn't have to worry this time about whether or not I've learned from Yesterday's mistakes.


On the up side, I became a mod over at [livejournal.com profile] ink_city. RAISE DA ROOF Y'ALL *shotshot* Anyway, I'm slowly coming off of slowatus there. Still have to end it at DDD, though I may wait and see how a canonmate's app process ends first...


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roll_soul: (Never Forget)
Ugh. I know I'm not always on AIM/online but last night was a particular fail. Several nights in a row of bad sleep caught up with me, and I utterly crashed. So, apologies to the people I missed.


Anyway, I've got to start collecting Dark Matter in TWEWY, and have one pin of it already. ...*stares at the boss symbols needed to fight, and siiiighs* At least two of them are only on Hard. The one I got so far was with Beat on Ultimate, and I admit I feel like a bit of a superstar because of it |D Still. Ugh. Is it weird I'd rather fight Kitaniji's than Pi-face Minamimoto's? God I hated that fight @_@;

In a bit of funny related news though, in Mingle mode earlier I "ran into a vengeful spirit..." while I was reading the Secret Reports (which, let's face it, I'll NEVER be able to collect on my own XD ) on the wiki. Yeah, that's what I get for cheating, huh?-- *shot*


I am so behind in going through my LJ and adding entry tags to older posts, round two. And RP replies in general. LJ on my end doesn't quite work up to usual, but I think it works well enough that I can stop putting those off. >.> XD


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roll_soul: (El stupido.)
Icon refers to self, because I restarted my DS while my Action Replay was reading, and completely wiped the whole thing. Now, since I know it doesn't like to read with my computer (since my computer is stupid, we know this) I have to put back codes by hand. I really, really should know better than to restart something when it's saving. Fuck.


At least my day was moderately better. Even if issues in RL are harshing my mellow (I always wanted to say that) I did find one of my favorite books, and for cheap too.


Oh! I'm gonna be getting a bird soon~ A parakeet/budgie/whatever you wanna call them, to be specific. Probably going to get a white one from Petsmart, although I may also go with blue. Dunno. But yeah, bird~


Meme taken from my f-list, if anyone's interested.

Ask me to take pictures of any aspect of my life that you're interested in/curious about - it can be anything from my favorite shirt to my books or my home. Leave your request as a comment to this entry, I'll snap the pictures and post them.


Lastly, my mood just got a HUGE boost while writing this entry, due to finding out someone I've dearly been missing online will be coming back tomorrow after over a month away. So. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYY /Kermit
roll_soul: (A finger in every bowl)
Saw Toy Story 3 for a second time yesterday. I love that movie so <3


Also, for those keeping score, I FINALLY BEAT STUPID ZERO 1. And am officially halfway through Zero 2. I'm getting there, slowly |D Still have the urge to create a Leviathan journal.


There's a note next to my hours today that says "Outside." I'm wondering what the hell that means, while at the same time that just means we have a sale table set up outside the store but inside the mall >_>


MANTA. I woke up to see the Dogs 101 segment about huskies. I think it's a sign we need to continue the AU RP. Y/N? XDXDXD


Speaking of RP, I have several comments to catch up on. And some mun journal ones to reply to too. So much fail lately, jeez XD
(And on the note of the journal, have to finish my moodset. And tagging old entries.)


My DrA dragon is finally a teenager~ dark dragon teens look so awesome And eh... hopefully I can actually stop failing at Dragon Cave soon XD;...

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roll_soul: (Nyaow~)
I know, I know I've got drabbles due from that meme I posted a couple weeks ago XD; Sorry I haven't done them yet, I just haven't been in much of a writing mood lately 8\


Anyway I think I lucked out today. I found copies of Soul Calibur II and Guitar Hero II for $4.99 each. So I bought them XD I also got a cheap copy of Call of the Wild and White Fang (in a single book), and got a lot of walking in. (Unfortunately I forgot my Pokewalker, so I couldn't log it all into [livejournal.com profile] pkmn_fit XD;; Oops.) Today's been a good day.


I need to make an icon captioned "YOU SHALL NOT PASS" of Hub VS Nebula Grey from the BN5 ending. >_>




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""Longs for tenderness and for a feeling of accepta..."


Click here to read the rest of the results.


roll_soul: (Hopeless)
Let's count all the ways CB fails, shall we? Dropping comment threads, nodding off at 10:30, not waking up until 5, and just plain being flighty and stupid in the first place.

In short, I'm sorry guys. I've been a rarely spotted, unreliable figure lately, but hoping I can fix it soon. I'll be back to old form soon, I promise.
roll_soul: (A sweet escape)
Move along, nothing to see here. )


I think I may make sure I'm all caught up on activity at DDD, and then go on a break from online for a while. At least, on a mostly-break; my mail and DA would still be checked just so messages don't pile up...

Netto, bro, would you be willing to become a mod (temporary or permanent) over at [livejournal.com profile] psychosocial_rp to keep an eye on it for me, if I do wind up taking a break?
roll_soul: (Hopeless)
There is a small chance of me going to small Zenkaikon up in PA at the beginning of November. There is a bigger chance of me going to Anime USA in VA at the middle-end of November.

As Dr. Heinz Doofenshmirtz from Phineas and Ferb. Not as if I have the body type, but oh well.

At first I just suggested it to con partner Manta as a joke (including her being Perry) but then she just enabled me into it.

...Not that I did much to stop her. Damn me and my general laziness since it'd be an easy cosplay-- er I mean, damn not being a seamstress and able to do more complicated outfits. *cough*


So yeah XD Dr. D at Anime USA. *sighs* Oh, what am I doing with my life.


Failing that, or maybe for an alternate day, I have plans for a Giro cosplay. So we'll see XD


Now go participate in my memes.



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roll_soul: (Partners forever)
Been chatting with another Megaman mun over at anonmeme, and have found out about [livejournal.com profile] herecomesthearm. I think I'm in love. ♥


On a completely unrelated note, the P&F Cliptastic Countdown was hilarious as hell. And Emi, sorry about having so many troubles with the music XD;; Do you just want to do an AIM transfer some night...?


The Astro Boy movie comes out in a little under a week, I'm so excited.


Alright, anything else I was going to update with has flown out of my head, so I'm going to go to sleep.



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roll_soul: (Never Forget)
I think I know why, when I ask "What RP character of mine am I most like?" people will almost unfailingly answer Giro. Like him, more often than not I have the experience of "been there, done that", and if I haven't had direct experience with the subject at hand, I at least have third-party knowledge. I take in the lost and try to give them direction, I hold the sad until they stop crying, I laugh with the happy and spread their joy. I give everything of myself before asking for an ounce back. I comfort and I advise, and I watch. Even if I never say anything, I see it all. And people will always know I'm there, even if they never see me.

I just hope we don't share the same fate.

I've been spamming this icon everywhere ever since I made it for [livejournal.com profile] burine_ame what the hell am I doing


[livejournal.com profile] kaboot, I'm REALLY sorry I have yet to get back to you on those threads XD;;; Like I mentioned in an entry the other day (which I'm not sure you saw?) I'm just concentrating on my game-affiliated people right now :\ Look though, I have a musebox. Would you be up for doing something in it sometime? Same offer to you Safty, since it's been forever and a day since we did something together. Musebox? XD


I think I'm going to buy the costume I chose for work. (For those unaware, every year around Halloween we have to choose one of our costumes and wear it during each shift. We have the option of buying it at 50% off) If I do, I'll take a picture, at least of me in the shirt. The pants are stupid and won't stay up, so I just wear it with my jeans. And no, I'm not telling you what it is until you see the photos. ;P



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roll_soul: (Celestialshipping)
Hooray for two days off from work~ |D; ...WTF I just noticed our store logo is on the sleeve of the "Sponsored Band!" shirt I'm wearing. I'm so slow sometimes.


Ugh, I know I've been doing some sloooowww tagging to anyone at dear_mun or in dressing rooms XD; I'm mostly just doing laser-guided focus on my characters in [livejournal.com profile] dramadramaduck right now. I had a couple barely pass this past activity check, I'm not having that happen again. So to those I'm threading with outside of DDD, I'm sorry and I promise I'll get to you soon /o;;


Tomorrow is going to be frigid. I'm so glad I have no excuse to go anywhere. I am so sore; I'm just going to sit around all day tomorrow and play FF9 like a geek.



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roll_soul: (When we are older you'll understand)
I went to yard sales yesterday, and managed to get a few things. A new large CD wallet/book.. thing, a clipboard and a notebook, a decent pizza cutter (our current one was dull as hell), a new umbrella, one or two other odds and ends... Let's see, what else. Oh yeah.

THE ART OF FINAL FANTASY IX. FUCK YEAH.

It's already inspired me to revamp one character design, or at least start to. I'm sure there will be others.


In RP news, I think [livejournal.com profile] disney_dress is sucking me in XD I've been playing over there a lot lately, and even intro'd a second character ([livejournal.com profile] longnshortofit for the curious). ...And all this while two of my characters at DDD are in baaaaaaaad need of activity. Sigh. Well, maybe I can find something to do with them tonight.


Meme!

ANONYMOUS CONFESSION MEME


Tell me a story. Write me a novel, or give me a single sentence, one word. Give me a comment and see if I can figure it out. Tell me of your love, your hate, tell me you don't care.

Confess to something you're proud of, admit to something you're ashamed of. Tell me your deepest secrets, or tell me something you think I should know about you and don't. Ask me anything you would like to know about me. Get something off your chest, tell me I'm an idiot. Tell me you're an idiot.

Tell me you love me. Tell me you hate me. Tell me you love someone else. Tell me anything of worth or just something random you want to share. Ask for my advice on something. Give me your advice on something. Tell me we should talk more. Tell me we should talk less. Ask me "truth or dare." Anything. I'll listen, and comment back if necessary.

So comment away. IP logging off, anonymous commenting on. Speak honestly. Post as many times as you like. Go crazy.




Is it strange that I'm just as happy to get common dragons as I would be in the event of a really rare find? xDD
Oh, and I didn't notice my Carvanha had been bred by one of GPX's admins until I hatched the thing. Observant am I. ...Not. No event egg for me either. Oh well, better luck next time.


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roll_soul: (Onoes!  The internet!)
Memes, I mean. But first, real entry. Sort of.

As of late my stomach has been hurting almost every day x___X I know why, too (remember my gender?) but that doesn't make it any easier to deal with. At least I have a mint milkshake right now, which is helping. Oh mint. <3

OH! I finished Professor Layton yesterday 8DD Now I'm working on finishing all the hidden puzzles, and unlocking everything. Also, I'm totally going to get a copy of FF9 one way or another. *GOING OLD SCHOOL...ish*

I think that's it. Now for the memes XD


YOU KNOW YOU'RE ROLL SOUL WHEN...


YOU'RE THE __________ TO MY __________



This one's technically stolen from my f-list as a whole, but this particular entry on it is from Styx. If anyone replies with "ICONS" I'll do my best XDXD

01. Comment to this entry saying 'ICONS!' and I will pick 6 of your icons.
02. Make an entry in your own journal and talk about the icons I picked!





THISAWAY )


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Digimon clickables
roll_soul: (A sweet escape)
If I ever, EVER mention reading Tear Jerkers over at TVTropes at 5 AM again, somebody stop me?


On an unrelated note, I'm continuing to plug along in Professor Layton. Sort of. I'm beginning to get a hatred for the math puzzles though ~___~


And just for one more unconnected thought, this has been rotating through my mind a lot lately. I wonder... I wonder if she knows how happy she makes me, and how much I'd give to do the same for her.



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roll_soul: (So...very....tired....~_~;;;)
I'm in pain x___X Sometime within the past couple of days (probably at work) I managed to hit my leg. There's a sore lump on my inner right ankle now, complete with a bruise, and it's making it very difficult to walk. It'd help if we had crutches or something, but we don't so I've got to limp around. At least the apartment is small so I don't have to go very far in any direction XD;;


[livejournal.com profile] saft and [livejournal.com profile] somethingstyx, I promise I'll get back to you guys on those RLs today. Also, suggesting the EXE manga to Idgie has made me want to reread it all. As if me and my THIRTEEN books from the library yesterday didn't give me enough to read XDXD


Since I think only Digimon clicks can be counted from those people who are also members, only dragons and Pokemon are here. I think I should just join the forums at the Digimon site, that looks like the easiest way to level them up XD



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roll_soul: (When we are older you'll understand)
You know, Dynasty Warriors really is more fun to play with a friend. Unfortunately, the only person I routinely play with is my nephew, and he hasn't been able to visit lately XD; Hopefully something soon, though.


I know it may be weird to have favorite commercials, but I really like that one Folgers commercial with the riverdancing. I don't even know why, but it just... I dunno. I just love it.


I have a weird cat. A cute cat, but very weird.


Now some photos! All links, just because.

A rainbow sighted in the sky over the apartments. It's technically a double one, but you can't really see the other unless you squint your eyes and step back XD; It was also kinda obscured by clouds, but oh well.

And the promised photos of the dragon fountain. The whole thing. Closer up. From the back.


That's all. I'm going to bed. (YES AT 7 AM HUSH. xDD ) Scratch that, staying up a liiiiittle while longer.



Relicanth eggs look like marking-less soccer balls.



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