roll_soul | "Can your friends go 'Abracadabra,' LET 'ER RIP! And then make that sucker disappear~"

It's strange. I've never felt this... clean before. It's like all the worries in my body abruptly lifted away, all the past few years of cynicism and antisocial-ness have poofed, and I feel... restarted. I feel like my old self, in a sense. Well, my OLD old self was this little locked clam of a girl xDD The way I feel right now... It's confident. It's free. It's like all the best memories of my past have piled onto me and infused me with a whole bunch of "WOO" goodness.

I don't know what happened, but I like it xDD I want to bottle it and keep it forever.

Oh, I think I've finally decided a career! Electronics repair, kinda the same thing my brother-in-law does (it's like Geek Squad without being at ~~BuyMore~~ Best Buy). I want to do something with my hands and I was thinking of becoming a mechanic, but I talked to my dad about it and he said "with [my] intelligence and aptitude for learning, [I] could really do well at fixing computers, VCRs, and other sorts of electronics." (paraphrased, although yes he said VCRs xD ) I'd like to do something with my art, but I doubt I'd have the discipline. Besides, I prefer doing things for fun, at my own pace and with my own rules.

On the side though, I'm totally going to be a magician, even if the only one I perform for is my cat. xDD Hell, I still remember how to do a few tricks from a magic set I had when I was about 9. And if I can keep my hands nimble enough, I bet I could be really good at slight of hand. I know I could do card tricks. We'll see what else I can do xD

By the way, that art mannequin I bought a couple weeks ago? Broke. (This is what I get for ~~playing 'The Rack' with it~~ toying with it constantly.) But I'm going to look around and see if I can get a good, higher quality one, without springs in the joints if possible. I wonder if they make them with wires... *researches*
I need to take a picture of what I did with the pieces though. I took a red Sharpie to them, and now it looks like the mannequin had a bad accident, because it's "bloody" everywhere xDD